I had an experience that really changed my life and it takes forever to explain everything, but if I can use one sentence for what happend
«Be ready for that everything you once knew can be turned upside down in a second and be prepared to see through the illusions of lies. Be ready to change and learn everything about life again, but through different eyes»
I have always been a girl with a big heart, I want the best for people. Sometimes I push my limits, and at this time it was hard for me to say no to people, I was tired, I didn’t know what to do and I was in a really bad place. I pushed my limits and drank alcohol on the weekend, I was escaping from my feelings, wounds, and traumas. I pushed it too far, and one day, on the 7th of August 2019, I was hospitalized and forced into a mental hospital here in Norway.
I went there for 2, 5 months. I had what they call in the western world psychosis, but after a lot of realization, the deep feeling you have inside of you and after talking to professionals in the field and others who have had similar experiences with spiritual awakening. I knew that it was deeper a psychosis, I discovered who I really was behind the meat suit.
I was suffering, I was in the dark, I want to say hell, cause I have no other words, but I didn’t give up, I pushed through and saw the light. All the layers of the ego fell off and I had a brutal ego death. Maybe when you read this, you get wow. Didn’t it get better? Yes, it did, because sometimes you have to go through the most painful things in order to see who you truly are. I am genuinely grateful for the experiences.
I can´t forget to mention that after I came back home two months after, my cousin, who also had been in the same mental hospital as I was, took suicide. ( I love you, Helene, let your bright light shine forever wherever you are). There was a lot of changes going on. is this really happening? And it did, but now i’m so grateful for all the darkness I been through, because it really gives you experiences beyond everything and it makes more grateful for the dark, because without it the light cannot exist.
With this, I want you to know that everything will be okay. You are not crazy. You are just awakened. I hope some of this will help you, and feel free to contact me for a 1:1 session
